Read Part One first 🙂
Although, I looked back on the month and said to myself, “This isn’t how it was supposed to go,” I’m so thankful that my time in Malaysia went exactly how it did because it showed just how easy it would be to get in a routine once home and not choose those things. How easy it would be to choose everything else but the things that bring me more of life. How easy it would be to become dependent on me again, instead of being dependent on God.
It would be easy.
I had one week left on the World Race when my friend asked me that question. One week to change how I ended the race. It is often said that how you end one season, you enter another season. I wanted to enter this new season of my life being someone who was a fierce worshipper and a passionate intercessor. Someone who longed to dwell with God every minute of my day.
I now find myself at home and I’m choosing everything I didn’t choose in Malaysia. I’m choosing worship. I’m choosing prayer. I’m choosing to seek Him and be dependent on Him. I’m choosing it.
You see, in the past few months, God changed me in the deepest parts of my soul. I tasted more oh Him and I never want to not choose that. I don’t know exactly what is ahead for the future (I’m applying for jobs and probably grad school in the next year or so) but I do know that I want to remember the power of choose and to never retreat from everything I tasted on the race.
Thank you all so much for your support! I couldn’t have done this without you. I truly went on a journey that I will never forget and one that will help shape me for the rest of my life! Your prayers, encouragement, and support mean the world to me! Your support not only had a huge impact on me but also the world. Lives are changed because of you! Thank you from the bottom of my heart!
