365 days ago I was in Tennessee at Training Camp with 42 strangers about to launch on a journey that would change my life. 

….I had no idea….

Now that I'm on month 11 of the race, it's easy to reflect on the last 11 months and replay all the changes that's happened back home, changes within me, changes with family members, everywhere.

"Change can be so constant that you don't even feel the difference until there is one.
It can be so slow that you don't know that your life is better or worse until it is,
or it can just blow you away
and make you someting better in an instant…" – Life as a House
 

I can't sit down and verbally list all the ways that this year has changed me, it's impossible, but nonetheless, change has happened.  Truth has been spoken over me more ways then I can describe and it's taken me a year to be sculpted into a better version of the women of God that I was made to be. There have been tears, laughter, breakdowns, questions, soul searching, and more trusting than I've ever faced before.

When I go home in 25 days people will be married who weren't 11 months ago, friends will have had babies, are now engaged, divorced, people will have moved to various towns or different countries even…How do I sit down and try to tell a person what's happened in my life the past 11 months? Would you be able to replay the last 11 months if I asked you?

I'm going to try my best to give a short, minimal, brief glimpse into some of the change God did in my heart that month. 


MONTH 1: PHILIPPINES – the beginning!!

Month 1 I had no idea what was going down.
I was still fresh out of the states, my clothes
were still whole and I wasn't homesick at all.
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MONTH 2: CHINA 
 


 
finding the meaning of ministry

 

In China we didn't have a contact and it's illegal to be a Christian, so it was a very interesting month. We basically pioneered the land
looking for anyone who spoke English, it was all God. We didn't speak the language, couldn't read anything, new nothing about the culture, and had no access to internet.

 

team bonding
 
 
These 5 people were the only people I could communicate with all month. We hiked a lot of  mountains and spent a lot of time playing cards, watching  
podcasts and studying the bible. This was by far the "worst" month of my entire race, yet the lessons we learned this month made it worth it.  

 

MONTH 3: SOUTH AFRICA 

the beginning of my love for Africa
 

I had no idea what to expect when I got to Africa. South Africa is very westernized and not at all what I had in mind, but it is easily the most beautiful country I've ever been to. We were fortunate enough to get a tour of most of the coast line.

 


Poverty, beauty & sacrifice
 
 
South Africa is very diverse. Not only did I see the beauty of God's natural wonders, I also witnessed poverty in 'squatter camps',  brokenness in the homes of the community I was living in, young girls struggling with  identity and worth.

Mini debrief in Noordhook, South Africa!!! <3
Good bye Team SOLID, Hello Team 220

MONTH 4: MOZAMBIQUE
 letting go
 

Mozambique was a very freeing month for me. God showed me that He alone is the romancer of my soul and He desired every aspect of my life to be His. I learned to be His beloved this month.

 

 
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MONTH 5: SWAZILAND
 
 Independence

 

Our contacts were amazing this month and let us have so much freedom in ministry.

 

 

not taking the
easy way out

 
In turn, I challenged myself to not take the easy way out this month. (I wrote a blog about it awhile ago) but the Hope House was my ministry. It was an hour ride into town but the relationships I built there I'll never forget.

(my sister in Christ Zandile, since then she's gone to be with God, I cannot wait for our reunion)

 
 

MONTH 6: ROMANIA
 
community & laughter
 

Transitioning from the heat of Africa into the freezing blizzards of Europe was awful. However, because Romania had just had the worst snowfall they'd seen in 10 years, we were left with a lot of community bonding time. I learned to laugh again this month. Halfway through the race, freezing, and homesick God knew I would need laughter this month to get me through.

 
 
 one persons life   
 
Because we were  snowed in most of the  month, relational ministry was practically nonexistent. God showed me that I don't need to save hundreds of people, that it starts with one. We poured into our contact Mihai this month.
 
 
MONTH 7: SERBIA
 
  prayer & discipline 
 
I've never prayed so much in one month as I have before this month. Our contact was a pastor and required that we meet him every morning for a group devotion followed by hours of prayer in his sanctuary. I learned to pray this month. As a team we watched a few podcasts on prayer and looked how people prayed in the bible.

 
Vulneratbility
 
I had a complete emotional  
breakdown in Serbia. I was  
over it and ready for an out. I
had to confront a lot of pent  
up confusion and  
homesickness and getting to   
the root of stuff is insanely  
difficult for me. But my  
teammates stood alongside  
of me and pushed me  
through. (I love them!)
 

 

 


 
MONTH 8: BULGARIA

a glimpse of home
 

Our accomodations were insanely amazing in Bulgaria; internet, hot water, nice bed.  I was challenged this month not to be distracted by worldy comforts and forget what God's taught me about sacrifice this year. 

 

 
 fighting for what's important
 
Because we had so many distractions we had to fight for each other. We had game nights (single)date nights, workout sessions, etc. I love my team.

 
 
 

MONTH 9 : GUATEMALA

 break my heart for what breaks Yours
 
I wrote a blog about God showing me what broke His heart this month.
Kids malnurished, teens contemplating suicide, elders uncomfortable in their own skin.  
I had the opportunity to truly be God's hands and feet this month and love on his children on earth.

 
 

 

 

 

"I Guat 99 problems but a Senor ain't one" Womanistry month!!
I was raised with women running around my house 24/7, I love woman time and I was SO excited to spend the month with the amazing ladies on my squad. 

 

MONTH 10: HONDURAS