Wow, so it is amazing how hard it is for me to rest in the Lord.I feel like I have a millions thoughts running through my head…which tells me that I havent been finding the rest that I need. So now my life looks like this:
- wake up
- hang with jesus
- work as a pharmacy tech – try to serve people with my heart
- get drained
- go to a church event or hang with my friends
- sleep
- repeat
Ha!… never thought I would live a “normal” life any time soon but here it is. Wow, i definitely need some adjustments to my life if i want to not get so drained. My latest revelation has been that rest does not mean more sleep,it means to rest in the Lord and trust Him where ever He takes you.
Lately I have been questioning a few things in my life. And a lot of it has come down to a combination of me actually discovering what I want to do in my life and taking up courage to set out to do it. It has actually been hard for me to make decisions and stick with it. I always want it to be the right one….and the more I go back and forth the more I stay still. So my goal is to make some decisions in my life and begin to move forward.
So God,
help me know you more each day that is the desire of my heart and help me live on the road of victory. May I have incredible trust in your character and through that know who I am. May my words breathe life into others and let me go only to you to be replenished! I surrender all of the decisions that I will make to you, may they bring you glory and most of all bring you praise:) I love you Lord…amen
Ps. if you are wondering how my year went I was learning how to conquer fear and take baby steps toward God. for a while I did not want to go toward Gods plan just because I was afraid but through His goodness we overcame fear together. Also a woman I was able to pray for at the pharmacy got healed ….well the doctors didn;t find any cancer:) so yeah that was awesome too:)
