I thought I’d share a few recent journal entries with you all. Just for a closer look into what’s happening on my world race journey. Most of the time my journal entries are prayers to the Lord but sometimes it’s just my thoughts.
I never journaled back at home but I’ve picked it up a lot on the race and I journal a few times a week. It’s a great way to reflect on what the Lord is teaching me and what’s happening in my heart. It’ll be cool to look back on when the race is over. So here goes….
7/31/17
We’re in Bulgaria. I’m struggling.
My birthday was amazing! My team made me feel so loved and special.
I’m struggling because yesterday we found out that we are for sure having team changes in a few weeks and I’m just not ready for that. I LOVE my team and I just don’t want to loose them. I’m tired of always moving and nothing being familiar and now I have to pour my all into another new team? I’m just not sure if I can do that.
8/1/17
Lord, thank you for little things that calmed me down. It’s really special. I still don’t feel like I have the time or space to be sad about team Relentless being over. Please give me that time and space Lord. I know that I need it. I’m just not sure how to get it. Please give me peace about team changes Lord. I want to be excited but right now I’m just incredibly sad.
Pray more. Pray always. Pray fervently. Pray Relentlessly.
Give me peace Lord. Please.
8/3/17
Well, in about three days we’re having team changes again. Which is super crazy! I’m really going to miss my current team but I’m excited for what you have in store Lord.
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Please be praying for myself, my squad mates and our leadership as we prepare for team changes on Friday. I’ll keep you updated on my new team! Thanks for following my journey this far. 🙂
