God taught me a lesson. Here's the story.
When I learned the World Race requires a total investment greater than $15,500 (trip, vaccines, camping and travel gear, travel insurance, etc), I thought I'd be able to handle it without fundraising. To be honest, its difficult for me to ask others for anything. Asking for money is the most difficult. I have always done without until God blessed me with better. I figured, I would use personal funds, teach a few extra classes, and complete more freelance projects to cover the cost.
What happened?
My boss informed me that my employment will end six weeks earlier than I planned. Clearly, I over estimated my "value as an employee" and own abilities. That's the first part of the lesson.
What did I learn?
I can't keep quiet about this trip. I must get out, spread the word, and share God's plan for me. Raising the needed funds is a secondary, positive consequence. I ignored the AIM staff who said to reach out to friends, family, church, businesses, and anyone else who is willing to listen. Soon, the possiblity of not raising the funds and not going on the trip entered my mind. Part two of the lesson, delayed obedience is the same as disobedience.
God, you have my attention. I will follow your plan.
