Routines…
I have been living the same routine for quite a while…
To be honest – I am really getting tired of it. I have more than everything I need to survive. I have multiple incomes…
1. I work at a fancy Italian restaurant in my home town literally a minuet from my house (don't even get me started about how many times I have seen people throw away delicious food at this restaurant. Since I buss for them I end up seeing how much food gets throw away for stupid reasons, they did not like it that much, they don't feel like taking it home, they will just go out to eat the next day instead of eat GOOD leftovers, ect. Every single time I throw this food away I think about ALL the people around the world, especially the places that we will be going, that DO NOT have enough food each day to survive. This part of my routine I am really REALLY getting tired of…
2.I cater lunch food for Boston market.
3.I cut grass for my neighbors.
I live at home with my parents in a very large house, I only have to pay a car payment, phone bill, school loans, and a few other small bills. I do not have to pay rent and I only have to contribute very small amounts to groceries each week.
Basically… I have it MADE.
Don't get me wrong – I love my family and I try very hard to not take for granted all that I have, but I am so tired of my routine. I want to trust in God for my needs DAILY, I want to not always know where my next meal is coming from, I want to see the world that God created. I want to help people in need and live in complete community with other believers. I am beyond ready to give up my easy and comfortable life to pursue something MUCH greater.
It will be scary and I will be nervous before I leave, but that won't stop me one bit. I am ready for this next 11 months of my life that God had planned before I was even born. I am ready to live an adventure instead of watching them on TV and movies!
