"What a difference a year makes…"
It's a phrase we so often hear but never spend time actually thinking about.
I mean, why would we?
In a society that teaches us once we reach one goal we have to run straight to the next finish line we don't have the luxury to sit and catch our breathe for a minute or two.
But tonight…tonight I'm choosing to reflect. And goodness, what a year it was.
A year ago today I was in Costa Rica wondering why I left the comforts of my own home to go and pursue the dreams that Jesus had for my life.
Today I'm packing my bag to go back to Africa because I've tasted and seen that the Lord is definitely good and I want more of Him.
A year ago today I didn't understand anything about being a son.
Today I sit in awe and realize that I still don't understand anything about it — and that's okay. At least I know I am one. And I wear that identity well.
A year ago today I was broken and letting my past sin and struggle identify me.
Today I stand firm in knowing that nothing in my past defines me at all. I am a child of light and more importantly — I am His.
A year ago today I was looking for community.
Today I have more love and support than one guy could ever dream of.
A year ago today I was hurt by the women of my past and doubted I could ever trust again.
Today I run towards a lifetime with the most amazing woman of God I've ever seen who tears down every wall I try and put up — and I love it. And her.
A year ago today I didn't know how to say the hard things.
Today I see that those are the usually the things that matter the most.
A year ago today I thought worship was just something to do before the sermon.
Today I scream that it's more than just a song…it's a lifestyle.
A year ago today I only had small dreams about the future.
Today I have impossible ones.
A year ago today I wasn't sure my faith could do much of anything productive.
Today I find myself proclaiming and declaring in full confidence that there is power in the name of Jesus.
A year ago today I thought that the Holy Spirit was something for the crazies.
Today I proudly admit that I'm one of the crazy ones.
A year ago today I didn't know the first thing about love.
Now I know that love always wins.
A year ago today I never would've been writing this blog. But here I am today doing just that. Reminding you and I that there's still power in the name of Jesus. That through all of our mess and ugliness, Jesus sees beauty. He sees a treasure. And we're it.
Now go walk in it.
And next time you hear, "what a difference a year makes" you'll be able to sit back and smile knowing that it's exactly true…a year does make a difference…
…it gives your floor for the next one.
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Be blessed today.
