Last month, I decided to have a date with God. Just him and I. To allow him to romance me and speak gently to me. As I was sitting with just him ( and well a bee that kept trying to intrude) God began to overwhelm me with his voice. He simply asked me the question ” what breaks your heart Kendall?”…..my reply….
Young girls not deeply rooted in God…girls who are lost…girls who have not realized they were created by a God who is in love with them-utterly in love with them…girls who have given themselves completely to male attention…who starve themselves…who are neglected…who are searching in all the wrong places…..
These are the things that break my heart into a million pieces…this is where my passion lies…
Compassion: to ache from the bowels..to literally become nauseated with injustice and to get sick to our stomachs with suffering
I have a compassion for the young generation of women who have been mislead and blinded by the enemy.It makes me nauseated. I cannot just stand here any more. I will not just stand here anymore. The fire inside of my has been ignited. God has placed a vision inside me. I cannot just wait till I get home for the larger vision to be carried out. I must act immediately.
2 Corinthians 1:4 states…” He comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort others. When they are troubled, we will be able to give them the same comfort God has given us.”
I did not become deeply rooted in God till I was 21…I was lost…I did not except that I was created by a God who was in love with me..I gave myself over to male attention…I starved myself…I was searching in all the wrong places…..
He came to me and comforted me when I was troubled when I was desperately lost. He was my great comforter. He allowed me to rest in his arms and he alone restored me. So I must give same comfort to these young girls that he gave me. I cannot stay still any longer….
AWAKEN me oh God….release the flood gates..overflow….AWAKEN me…
**3 days after having this conversation with God I was informed my team would be working at a home in Romania called “Jubilee” a home for abandoned girls. He had already began breaking my heart for these women, before I even knew I would be working with them……God spoke to me about a ton more that day we were on our date and I will be sharing and opening with you those things he revealed to me….by each week writing you a blog about the vision he has placed in me..and informing you of the girls he has placed in my life this month…..***
