God has been tearing me apart lately. I know it sounds awful, and yes it is rough, but I am finding layers of beautiful color underneath where God has been touching me. It is like a picture from The Chronicles of Narnia (those who read the books will understand). He is touching my heart again and letting me feel His love and pain over His people and the nations in sufferage. He is calling out to them saying “let me in, so I can love on you.”
I have been working this week on walking in the spirit. For those unfamiliar with the term it basically means aknowledging God in my day to day activities. Including Him in all things and obeying His voice when He speaks to me or asks something of me in that moment. What it has reaped is heaps of beauty I would have otherwise missed. I am enjoying more fully the beauty around me, because God is whispering in my ear “this is for you my daughter.” I see the vibrance and variance in all the flowers that are now blooming and think of how He put so much into something as simple and lovely as a flower. The fireflies light up the woods at night like a special dance just for my heart to laugh. He joyfully made this world for us, but I so easily forget in the business of my day. This is a period of Him reminding. Reminding me of who I am, who He is, and what we are together. 🙂
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