God provides, right?
Even though it is not always easy to follow Him when He says ‘go.’ I have NO clue how the disciples did it. Jesus said ‘Come with me,’ and they left everything.
I know God has called me to the Fellowship, but I have no clue how it will all work out. Every time I get in my car, something flickers and gas is expensive. I currently have no clue how my sister and I will drive out to Georgia or where will stay for one night. But God provides……….. right?
If I were any disciple, I guess I would be Thomas (because of some major doubt sometimes and I am a twin.) The past week or so, especially when driving or by myself, I have a major internal debate going on.
Should I go? Maybe this isn’t right? I am needed here. How will I support myself? I need to be here for family and friends. And so on and so forth.
(When you live in West Texas, your drives can be long and boring with only fields, a few cows, and maybe a tractor or 2 to keep you company….)
But it IS right. When I talk to people about the Fellowship, I know it is the next step for me. I know the worries I have are trivial and that God will provide. But stepping out in faith can be difficult, even for ‘missionaries.’
I just want you to know, that if you are doubting in God’s provision – you are not alone. I am right here with you, freaking out a little bit about how it will all work out but knowing somehow it will.
So, I am currently still fundraising for the Fellowship, my next deadline is in November and I am in need of a little gas money for our journey out there. You can donate through my blog, by clicking the ‘support me’ tab, through PayPal, [email protected], or sending a check to Adventures in Missions (with my name in the memo) to
Adventures in Missions
P.O. Box 742570
Atlanta, GA 30374-2570
Thank you for all your love and support!
