In the midst of the caffeine and chocolate withdrawals and 100% humidity, God has begun to break my heart for what breaks His. my heart has not been completely in this trip, and the beginning of training camp was full of doubts placed in my mind by the enemy. But now God has used the message of helpless children around the world that are in need of freedom and love and hope to be brought to them. He has placed a huge desire in my heart to bring love to the orphans and breathe self-worth into those that have known any.
God has proved this week how powerful and amazing and good He is. My heart was struggling in a huge way at the beginning of this week with whether or not I should be here, but He has brought peace to my heart and showed me once again that my trust in Him should never fail and that when He calls me to something He will prove himself faithful over and over again. In the midst of one of the most emotionally draining weeks of my life, God has blessed me with a team of amazing, beautiful girls that I get to travel and do ministry with around the world.
I have never felt so gross, sweated so much, and hope to never have to eat shrimp and rice soup for breakfast again, but the reality of what it is about to happen in my life is hitting home to me and I am reminded once again of how good God is. He is so good. He works everything out perfectly that He calls His children to do. My heart is so ready to share His amazing love and goodness around the world.
Asia for 6 months=I will need to learn to like this for breakfast.
