I'm in one of those seasons where Daddy is trying to teach and prepare me for something. It's one of those season where everything and everyone around you is talking about the same thing and it's like flashing lights saying do you see this!
I can see Daddy is teaching me and showing me things about relationships, and marriage. And at times I feel like it's exactly what I want to be learning and exactly where I want to be, it feels like the best present you could ever receive. While other times I feel like a scared child who is sitting in her bed after a bad dream praying her mom will come in and sit with her saying everything will be alright.
Lately I find myself surrounded by people in marriage or healthy relationships. I know Daddy is showing me what it looks like to have a good Christian relationship, and how to best honor my future husband. He is providing examples for me to observe from the outside, like a person going window shopping at their favorite mall. I'm trying to be the best window shopper I know how to be, and pick up on the characteristics he is showing me in these relationships, and file them away for the future.
But He doesn't stop there, no he even is going so far as every conversation I have with anyone ends up talking about relationships. He is not going to relent on this topic until he shows me everything I need to learn.
My question is why? What is the next step you have for me Daddy, why now? And how long are we going to be in this preparation stage?
And unlike our normal conversations, I don't always ask Him all these questions because I'm not sure I even want the answers. I know that some of the greatest meals take hours of preparation, and if that is what He has for me, than I'm good with that. Because there is nothing worse than being outside the Lord's time.
So even though I don't know all the answers or how long this season will last, I do know it is a season and the flowers will bloom and leaves will fall again. I do trust the lord and I want to soak up everything he is trying to teach me in this season. I don't want to miss the lesson while looking for the light at the end of the tunnel.
While this is a scary, and happy season, I am trusting the Lord because in every season he is good and has something to teach me. I will sit and observe marriages, and have conversations about relationships until my daddy moves me to the next season.
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