I have officially started to prepare for the World Race! Although I am so excited about this next chapter that God has called me to, I would be lying if I said it has not been without a few reservations on my end. I have had so many friends go through this journey of fundraising and have heard many amazing stories of how God worked to get them fully funded. But I have also heard of a lot of trials during this time of how the devil really tries to beat down on you.
Although I knew these truths going into this season, I did not expect it so soon! After I finished writing my support letter, I was excited to get the first batch sent out. However, I ran into quite a few set backs from not being able to correctly format my fundraising cards, to not getting my printer to work, and to even having some issues mailing them out.
After I finally sent the first batch of letters out, I started following up with potential supporters. But the very first conversation I had, left me with tears in my eyes and feeling defeated. I was shocked with how difficult this process had already been!
Leaving that first conversation, I listened to some worship music and drove home as the sun was setting in the sky. On that ride home I really felt His presence and He reminded me that He is with me always. I have no control over the way people react to my decision to go on the World Race, but only to be obedient to what God has called me to. I am not in control, He is – and thank goodness for that!
“Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” – Philippians 4:6-7
“Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” – 1 Peter 5:7
“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” – Isaiah 41:10
I know that I will most definitely have more trials along the way, but I am so thankful that I am not doing it alone. I am so thankful that after the first conversation I had, many other great conversations followed. I am so very thankful for the many people who have already come alongside me and have encouraged me. And I can’t wait to see how God continues to work in the next few months of preparation.
