I know, I know, this is the Young Life slogan. But this was the first thought that popped into my head as I perused the World Race website for the first time last May.
For those who don't know me or who I've been terrible at keeping in contact with, this is what my life looked like in May:
- Celebrating the one year anniversary of graduating from Butler University
- Working in Indianapolis at a newly-formed branch of a non-profit
- Feeling very anxious in said work and knowing it was time to move on
- Feeling extremely frustrated in not knowing where to go/what to do next
- Preparing to take a group of Butler students to Nicaragua, where I had gone the year before with my Indy church, Common Ground
One of my favorite things about God that I've been experiencing a lot this past year is how He speaks to me, in His perfect timing. He knows me so much better than I know myself and has this way of giving me a quiet confidence in the direction He is leading me. I mean, my desire to go on the World Race could have easily been a selfish one – the opportunity to travel the world with other Christians, what could be better? But I knew it was Him leading when I realized all I would have to give up: my car, an income, missing out on friends' weddings, holidays, etc. That's when it got real. This was more than just a fun "trip." I would have to fully depend on Him for everything. I started to question whether or not I should go. Encouragement from friends and some time away in Nica to clear my head (that place is great for that), though, led me to finally say "yes."
So I go.
I go to seek out and experience a bigger God.
I go to fall so madly in love with Jesus that I can't help but share Him with others.
I go, as James urges, to love the orphans and widows.
I go to lead a radical life, one that may seem crazy to others.
Because that is what Jesus did. And that is what He calls us to.
I feel so blessed that God has chosen this path for me – 11 months of the unexpected, of discomfort, of new experiences and people. It's gonna be crazy. It's gonna be hard. It's gonna be life-changing. And I want you to be a part of it with me, whether that's through prayer, financial support, or reading my blog and sending emails while I'm away, updating me on your life. I am so grateful that each one of you are in my life. I really am the luckiest girl in the world.
Gloria a Dios!
Kayla
