Dear Thailand,
You were one of the countries I was most excited for. You are land of adventure and freedom and exploration. You were a location that was supposed to be an amazing country to start my journey of ending the race in. But I didn’t allow you to be that for me.
I took circumstances and let them be my deciding factors for how I would experience my time with you.
I let a lack of tangible Ministry effect my self worth.
I let fear of the future cripple me and keep me from thinking ahead and start the processing I needed to do.
I let myself fall into old tendencies of isolation and didn’t get to truly see all all you had to show me.
I let myself miss out on what could have been a beautiful time in a beautiful place.
I’m sorry Thailand for not being present and not giving you the time you deserved.
Let’s try this again sometime,
Katy May
