I stumbled across a song yesterday that I have absolutely fallen in love with. The song is called Find me by Sigma ft. Birdy. I am a HUGE Birdy fan. She rocks my figurative socks off. 10/10 highly recommend.
I have had this song on repeat every chance I get. It is powerful and fun. This song is about love (big shocker lol).
As I listened to it more, the Lord started just speaking to me through this song. “If you’re ready, heart is open. I’ll be waiting. Come and find me.”
The Lord never just busts through the door, forcing you to have a relationship with him. He is patiently waiting outside of the door waiting for us to come to him. He is ALWAYS ready to have a relationship with us because we are his children. He only comes in when we are ready to let him in.
Last month, I shared a part of my testimony that I have NEVER shared before. I knew the Lord wanted to heal me, but I needed to say it out loud. He didn’t push me. He didn’t guilt me into sharing. He gave me an option and I had the opportunity to either opt in and open the door or opt out and continue the path that I am on.
One of my teammates approached me a few days after sharing my testimony saying that she felt like the Lord has a prayer that he wants us both to go through, together. As uncomfortable as I was, I knew that the reason I shared that part of my testimony was because he wants to heal us both. That’s why I shared with THIS team. That’s why he wanted me to share.
If I wouldn’t have shared, we wouldn’t be inviting the Lord into this part of our past. That part of our lives would continue on in pain and shame.
He wanted us to come and find him.
He had been patiently waiting for us to let him into our hearts, into our past that still hurt a lot.
With that being said, my teammate and I have to actively fight for each other. Healing hurts, but it doesn’t harm us. Even though we constantly want to just say, “no thanks” and not dig into it because trust me it sucks, we know deep in our souls that this healing is worth fighting for. We needed to do this together because it just might not happen on our own.
The Lord sees us. He has big things planned and the first step is to go and find him because he is waiting. His heart is open, whenever you are ready.
