My heart accepted a challenge today, and I can’t help but be nervous about it. I was a challenge to step out of my comfort zone. I am pushing aside my fears of what people think or how I will be accepted. I am willing to commit whole heartedly to God. I want Gods words not mine. I want Gods thoughts not mine… I want to do what Jesus did. (Just writing it makes me kind of jittery.) I want to be a different person. I want to be selfless. I want to change. (Insert very frustrated growl here.) Mediocrity isn’t for me, yet I have lived most of my life in it.
My comfort zone frustrates every fiber in me. It’s like this bubble that I can’t burst or a wall and cant break down. I feel confined and limited… helpless. It’s a mind set that I can’t seem to shake. What makes me even more frustrated is that I built the wall/bubble/confined space! I placed it around me for protection and now I find that it only limits me.
“God, Change me. Change my thoughts, Change my actions, and change my words. Thank you for all my “2nd” chances… Thank you for your patience. Thank you for the opportunity to grow.”
It’s been a good day. Thanks for letting me share.
