it’s practically midnight. I cant sleep. I cant sleep because I’m happy. I’m happy because I have no expectations. because I know that no matter how this trip plays out, I will have been with Jesus the whole time. Jesus will be in control of this trip. In control of my fundraising, packing, flying, living, serving, and returning. Nothing can go wrong because no matter what if Jesus is in charge everything will be right. this trip is going to be hard, raising $13,000 is going to be hard, but it will happen. there is no doubt about that. I simply have to remember that I don’t understand how the lord works. I just know that he does. As of now I am living off faith, I have given it all to Jesus, simply because this trip requires me to. I have to be 0% and God is 100% that is how this works. This is going to be a short blog, because all that there is to be said has been said. I am nothing and God is EVERYTHING.
