So here I am. Living in the picturesque mountains of Western North Carolina. Working at a job that I love surrounded by incredible people.
And now I'm leaving.
In a matter of just a few months I will walk away from most everything that I have known for the last three years. I have worked so very hard to be in the place that I have found. This place of fulfillment, peace, and love. And now I am choosing to step away from this place, geographically speaking, and live out of a backpack and a tent with strangers for 11 months without the promise of all these "precious" western comforts. There is much unknown for me on this road but I am confident of one thing I will find. And that's Jesus.
I first met Him when I was a young girl of seven. Another ten years passed before I really began my pursuit of Him. One trip to the Dominican Republic (with Adventures in Missions) was what began a whisper in my ear of foreign missions. I returned the following year in pursuit of that whisper. College, however, was my immediate future. Life ensued from there. So, after a religion degree and many jobs later the Lord brought me to Young Life Windy Gap, which proved to be much more than a job. And all the while I wondered why He had not yet sent me to a foreign land. Unbeknownst to me, He was building a springboard to launch me out into the world.
Life is comfortable and sweet right now. I work in ministry with devoted people. My bills are paid. My car is reliable. I spend my time how I choose. I am beginning to see how that is not quite enough. Not enough for Jesus. He wants it all.
Where there is no level of discomfort where is Jesus? If there is no need in my life where is the room for Jesus? If I remain in my own comforts how will I find the poor, oppressed, and hurting that Jesus so longs for me help in His name?
Isaiah 58:10,11
"And Jesus looking at him, loved him, and said to him, 'You lack one thing: go, sell all that you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.' "
Mark 10: 21
So here it is. Do what you always do. I fully expect to be blown away.
