As of Wednesday I’ve been home an entire year.
A year ago Wednesday I was being picked up at the airport by my sister, stepping foot on Canadian soil for the first time in 11 months after travelling on the World Race. We spent the evening together eating some of the foods I missed the most (pickles!), and laughing. Not really laughing about anything in particular, just laughing together like we hadn’t been able to for a year.
And now, a year later, I’ve come full circle. Last WednesdayI was back over at Sarah’s place, eating food and laughing. I think it may become a tradition.
A year ago yesterday marks the day when I surprised everyone else that I was home. Celebrating November 22 is a long-standing tradition in my family. It now marks the beginning of the Christmas season, but for years it’s been our own family holiday. I think every family should have their own holiday. But last year it was also celebrated as the family reunion we had all been waiting for. My sister was a great secret keeper and was the only one who knew. We surprised each of my parents at work, before surprising my grandma, and then some family friends. Such a great day of reunions. And it’s already been a year since then.
And what a year it has been.
It’s been an incredibly hard year, I’ll be completely honest. And most of it I still cannot put into words. But I’ll just say that it’s a challenge of finding myself and my place. It’s a journey of learning to find God at home in a setting so far removed from the community, the ministries, the feedback, the team times, the prophesies, and the opportunities of the World Race.
I’m not where I thought I would be by now. It’s been a completely different journey than what I thought it would be. But this week I’m learning to accept where I am, and appreciate this year for what it was. An amazing blessing. A year of opportunities, of growth and learning, of friendships, and of discovery.
It’s been a completely different year than 2011. Maybe not as glamourous, but definitely one to be celebrated.
In 2012 I…
·Celebrated Family Day weekend with some of my amazing cousins, my grandma and an uncle
·Worked my dream job as an environmental interpreter as a provincial park. It’s something I’ve always wanted to do, and it was super fun. I got to lead environmental education field trips, kids programs, and drive a wildlife bus tour. Learned that it’s not what I want to do for a career forever, but it was an amazing summer


·Continued to learn the lessons that I began to learn on the Race, and have began to find more peace about being in a state of dependency on the Lord
Looking back I realize more and more how amazing this year was. The more I think about it, the more I realize happened this year. Yes, this was a difficult year. Taking the lessons learned on the Race and applying them to life at home challenges me way more than I could have prepared myself for. But it was a good year. The Lord blessed me, protected me, taught me, and loved me, all year long. And that makes it a fantastic year.
