I don’t want to listen
i can’t hear you
i know myself better.
I don’t get all the things that you do
its me, myself, and I
i don’t want it to be like that till I die
but I keep sitting here trying to deny
that I’m not wasting every day of my life
it doesn’t matter if I cry, it doesn’t matter if I try.
Because I still listen to every little lie
and no matter what I’m still gonna die
but I keep trying
looking for something stronger to rely in
I can do better, I can still make it
if there is a way for me to go alone I will take it
im so determined, I could search forever
i think that my way will always be better
cuz no one else can get hurt
no one else is at risk
if I’m all alone there’s no body else to protect
theres no one else to please
no one else I have to need
no one else to sacrifice for me
i dont owe anyone anything
Yes, this way is better for me
the other ways will just make me weak
there will be all these people and all this need
too many needs for me to possibly meet
too many views for me to try to see
yes, this way is better for me.
Ill keep trying to convince myself,
that I’m better off this way
That I don’t need others
i don’t need help
that I can make it alone
i can do this myself
this may be a lie and one day ill know
But now I keep trying to walk it alone
