Journal entry June 5th, 2007


 


The day I left for the World Race.


 


     Well this is it, I am about to start the journey of a lifetime.  I said all my goodbyes with many tears, from surprise parties to birthday celebrations.  This year I will dedicate all to God.  I don’t want to feel life pulling me away from him.  I vow to remain free from any men for a year and have my mind only on God my Savior.  Father I want a deep and passionate relationship with you.  My journey starts in Atlanta and then I travel to London and finally arrive in South Africa.  Wow how blessed am I! 


 


April 3, 2008


 


     I left for the World Race because God had placed it on my heart to do missionary work for longer than my normal 2 week trip.  When I imagined my year on June 5th I imagined adventure and hard core ministry to be abundant.  What I received was something completely different.  This year I have experienced and seen Gods grace more than I ever have in my entire life.  When I slipped and fell he forgave me, dusted me off, and continued to use me in ministry.  When I was lonely he surrounded me with people who loved me as Christ loves me.  When I thought I was worthless and that I didn’t belong here he told me how much he loved me.  This year God has revealed to me who I am.  My identity is no longer wrapped up in my job or my friends or what I do or do not have.  In the end what I truly got out of this year was discovering who I am in Christ.