Why did I do that?
Why did I start comparing myself?
Why did I let myself feel unequal?
Why did I accept the hurt and lies?
It started because I was browsing all these other blogs…my Squad mate blogs, future team mate blogs, even strangers blogs.
I let this little whisper that said,
“YOU CAN’T DO THIS.” into my head.
It immediately penetrated into my thoughts, I couldn’t get it out.
This list of worries just kept growing:
1. Preparedness
2. Fitness
3. Spiritual growth
4. Finances
I was allowing the enemy to beat me down and tell me I was going to fail.
Over and over.
I already felt defeated.
It’s so early on and of course the devil was already using my insecurities against me.
How in the world (literally) was I going to do this?
But then a voice LOUDER than my fears spoke up…
“’My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
2 Corinthians 12:9
The LORD’s power is made perfect in weakness, my weakness.
Silly me.
God knows me; He knit me together in my mother’s womb.
I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
Yesterday and today are the first of many attacks I know will come.
I need to be built up in prayer, fortified in the love and strength of God’s Word, so that I can fight.
1 Timothy 6 tells me to “Fight the good fight of the faith.”
And I intend to KO the devil in this fight.
Blessing and Love,
Katelyn
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