Sorry everyone for taking soo long to write a new blog post! I have to tell you I feel like this blogging is going to be hard for me. I often times have a hard time getting out what I truly want to say. I have been searching and searching for something to write about. I usually think of something great while I am driving listening to Christian radio stations. By the time I get home it seems to have disappeared. If you haven't figured it out already or don't know me well enough I am extremely moved by lyrics and songs. I know there are times God puts a song on the radio specifically for me. He knows my heart and He knows better then I want I need.
This morning while I have been getting ready for work I have been listening to Christian radio on Pandora and the song All of me came on and I started to hear the lyrics. I can't give you half my heart and expect to make me whole. Those words are exactly what I have been struggling with. My whole life I have been searching for love, friendship, wealth, and happiness in all the wrong places. Don't get me wrong I have love, friendship, and a lot of happiness in my life but it is only an earthly amount. God is the only one who can fill us up and make us whole.
I met with an alumnus of the World Race that works for my church and she said something to me the other night when we had dinner that stuck with me. She was talking about how if there is more of God that she can have she WANTS IT; she said she wanted as MUCH of Him as she can get. That is how I want to feel. I want to have that burning desire to give myself fully to God and want all of Him that I can get.
So I pray that God when your children feel at a loss for words that you will speak to them and for your voice to be heard. Rain down on them with peace and allow them to be still.
In Your name ALways!
Katelyn
