In the weeks post training camp I have continually reflected on my experiences and how they have are already affected the way I see the world around me. You must understand that prior to training camp I HATED sharing drinks and food. I wouldn’t eat off the same fork as my sister. It absolutely grossed me out! I am also a type A planner. I like to be prepared for every possibility. I always have an extra – on hand ready to go in case I need it! My friends used to tease me because I would come over with a whole suitcase packed for a sleepover. I wanted to be prepared in case it was hot, cold, rainy, etc.
I spent the weeks leading up to training camp attempting to pack everything I needed in order to be prepared for any situation. I failed. There were things I forgot and things I never even thought to bring. There were also scenarios where I temporarly no longer had access to my things. Through the different scenarios my squadmates and I had to rely on each other. I watched as my squadmates freely gave what little they had to those in need. By the end of the week I too was sharing food, clothing, and even my water bottle!
In the end, I learned the importance not taking on a poor man’s mindset, but instead sharing what you do have with others. In previous situations I always been willing to give, but only when I have a plentiful amount. When my resources or materials are scarce there is this desire to hoard what I have in order to meet my possible future needs. It is easy to look at a half full water bottle and think, “I am going to be thirsty later.”
Since camp I have applied the concept of sharing what I have, no matter plentiful or scarce, with those around me. Without even thinking about it I have given the few dollars I had in pocket to a friend in need. I have even shared my water bottle with friends and family members. Not once have I suffered as a result. Instead I have felt content with my decisions knowing that others needs have been satisfied.
As I spent the majority of my last few days at home packing, repacking, and double checking packing list. I was once again faced with the desire to make sure I had absolutely everything I could possibly need over the next year. However, I have learned that there is no possible way to be fully prepared for all the unknowns I will encounter. The reality is NONE of us will be fully prepared. Instead, just as I will have to give my limited supplies to those in need, I will also have to rely on others to be willing to share with me.
Sydney Smith once said, “It is the greatest of all mistakes to do nothing because you can only do little – do what you can.” So even if you don’t have much I challenge you to be willing to give – find your water bottle and even if it is only half full, share it!
