If you would have told me a few months ago that On September 8th, 2018 I would be launching across the world to go be Gods hands and feet to those in need I probably wouldn’t have believed you. and in all honesty, I probably would have laughed because I was struggling with seeing Gods powerful role in my future and ultimately my life. as time went by people would ask me the BIG question of what my plans were for the coming fall I would confidently tell people that i wanted to move to Nashville and work on music and throw clay with my brother and twin, when in reality this was just my plan, and I wasn’t stopping to give God a chance to show me what he wanted for my life.I continued to live life firmly grasping tight onto the reigns and I was scared to give away the control that I thought I so thoroughly had.
As time went by I was living in my own bubble of dreams and I wasn’t chasing after God. One day I knew that something had to change. I started to look deep into my heart in a desperate search to find the reason for my fear, and my timidness to loose control. I started to dig deep into scripture to find the answers to my fear of the unknown. For so long I wanted someone to just tell me what to do with my life. I was so eager for an answer for my future and I envied my peers around me who knew their next step. when all along God was guiding me in the way I should go. I was blind sided by the fact that my answer to my future and calling was right in front of me the whole time. When I started to dig into the Bible I was reminded that God has blest me with amazing spiritual gifts and he has a plan and purpose for every single person. You are so not in control and honestly have no say in the area he wants to put you. So take a deep breath and listen to what God is trying to tell you. Because it most likely is going to be imaginable and bigger than any of your dreams. I am so ready for what God has in store for me (whatever that be ) because I have chosen to let Go and let God.
