Do you know what it feels like when you are about to learn something invaluable about yourself? Knowing something is amiss but not quite sure you can put your finger on it? Thinking it’s one thing for a day and then thinking it might be something entirely different the next? Wondering what God is up to? Hoping and trusting for the revelation of truth but feeling as if it won’t get here in time?
Welcome to my world. Over the past few weeks, I have been waiting to see what God has been working in me. It is a feeling I know well. Always a little bit in the dark until one day, it will “click” and were off and running. You have caught me waiting for the “click”.
I am trying to figure out why I am even babbling on about this. Probably, because I wanted to share my life in real time with you. Over the next year, there will be plenty of times when you will see me here again. Knowing that God is at working but not quite sure what he is working on. This blog is about the reality of God in your life, my life and the lives of those we meet. Not all the stories shared here will be comfortable with happy endings. More than anything, I want to take you on this journey as much as I possible can.
Take you where there will be celebration. Take you where there will be mourning. Take you where there will be needs. Take you where there provision. Take you where there will be pain, injustice, evil, and the reality of a fallen world.
Take you on this journey so we can discover or rediscover or just marvel at the what our God is capable of doing.
I have been trying to follow through on everything God showed me at Training Camp. Offering my heart to him, trusting him in all things, identifying myself through the truth of his word. All good things that I know the Lord has asked of me but it seems that my efforts are coming up shy. I have been so busy trying to prepare myself for anything and everything and as I write this I think I have missed the point.
What is the point? To take up residence in God’s presence. To live, breathe, move, love, dance, sing, cry, laugh and BE in the presence of God.
Well, I’m done babbling for the moment. Until the click…
