I just got off the phone from watching you guys open presents, and I miss you all more than I thought I would. There’s a dull ache in my stomach and heart because I’m not there with you, by the Christmas tree, having every gift be explained and Kaylie & Tyler opening all of their presents before I get through half of mine. Mom, I miss your stories about how you had to sneak that gift out of the store so no one would see it. I miss watching your face as we open the gifts you put so much heart into finding. Trevor, I miss the stupid jokes you make about gifts and seeing all the protein and stuff you get that no one else would ever ask for. Kaylie, I miss seeing all the cute clothes you get and then trying them all on and doing a fashion show. Tyler, I miss your hilarious jokes that make me cry laughing and your reactions to gifts you don’t like. Grandma, I miss your content smile as you sit on the couch and just watch and listen. Aunt Sandie, I miss your j.crew presents;) and how you just randomly chime in with funny comments about the gifts Grandma and Mom get us. I hope you all have wonderful Christmases. I miss all of you every second and June can’t come fast enough right now. Love you!!
