I have always had a hard time asking for help. Maybe its pride maybe its the feeling of being unworthy, maybe its the fear of rejection. All of these have been true in my life. But the more and more that i learn about myself and about my true identity with God, this is not how we as people should live. God wants us to have community with others. He wants us to step out and be vulnerable with one another.
I have always wanted to help people as much as I could but as soon as i ever needed help, whether it be emotionally, financially, or whatever it may be i stood in silence. Even when there were people around me just craving to help me in anyway they could.
I feel i see this so much in our society. Especially in Woman. Us as woman have so many responsibilities and are suppose to make sure they always have it together. But in reality with the way this world is, you can never have all together. I mean there is just so much. We can’t do it on our own.
Just for myself i feel like i cant all the things i want to get done in a day and I am not married or have any kids. Between work, working out, meal prepping, reading the word, making sure everything is ready for work, cleaning, I mean the list goes on and on. I seriously have so much honor for women with children and big families.
Anyway, I feel we as women need to break down all of insecurities and become vulnerable. Ask for that help when you need it. It takes courage and no one think of any less than what you are. You are a loved and you are brave. Take courage in knowing you are loved by our father God.
So in this blog i ask you all for help. Help to Donate if you are able to. Help for prayers. Prayer for on days that i get discouraged because $18,000 is a lot of money that i need to raise. It seems almost impossible at times. But then God reminds me at how faithful he his. I know God will provide.
Time is already going by so fast. My deadline will be here before you know it. Thank you all for reading this. Please subscribe to my blogs so you can have updates on my journey. Love you all. Thank you in advance for all your prayers and donations.
