How can I lead anyone when I am a sinner!

Today especially, but many days I ask my self am I a hypocrite, am I really able to be an example at all.  I sin, I sin daily, I deserve Hell!  Through pride or blind eyes, some days I actually convince myself I am a good person or I am righteous or I am a good example.

The truth is I am no better then the drunk, the prostitute the man who works day and night or the person who is a hermit and avoids people like the plague.  So I shouldn’t lead I shouldn’t put myself on a hill.  I for sure shouldn’t teach.

This is the beauty, the area I am being taught, right now.  Justin your right you are nothing.   God is everything.  Me believing, talking to and serving God.  This is how the real change happens.  I could yell scream or wear a suit.   Nothing will be different, but me having jesus inside, the holy spirit active and moving and God directing my path I cant loose.   The power of me receiving gods grace redemption LOVE.   This is what will be the image the goal the reflection of protection, hope, trust and endures.

So I am thankful that god is there when I screw up.  When I fall, we always fall its how we get back up!

Thanks for listening, pray for my new role pray for work and praise for good health!