In the mists of all this ministry God was working in my life and in my heart. God has been taking me on a journey to discover who I am in Him. It has not been easy and the more I learn and the more I discover, the more I understand that there is so much more to learn.
To begin this journey I had to face the lies that I had been believing about myself. In this I had to find the Truth that God was speaking into my life. It took time but I started to believe God’s truth more than the lies. Now that I was doing good in those things, God brought up to my attention more things I needed to face and let His light shine in. Things in my childhood that had caused pain and were affecting how I interacted with other people. (At this point mostly my team) Things that in my childlike heart I took in ways that they were not meant to be. So I spent a day with God, crying and letting Him fill those places with His Love.
Now I know that this journey with God is far from being over but I also know that I am now a different person then when I started this mission trip 7 months ago.
God has been romancing me in ways that are meant only for me. Showing me that He truly knows me intimately and has what is best for me at heart. All the things that I have been learning are not easy things and there have been days when I wanted to plug my ears from what God was saying. But that is not what we are to do. God is the best lover, the kindest friend and the most understanding of Fathers. He truly has what is best for us in mind.
I want to encourage all of you to ask God who you are in Him. For Him to start to speak into your heart of who He meant you to be. To let God romance you and show you how special you are to Him.
I AM LOVED BY GOD!!!!!!!
YOU ARE LOVED BY GOD!!!!
