I can not do this on my own. I have gotten to a place where I have realized that I will never make all my deadlines on my own. That my own strength is just not good enough. But I feel that this is a place I need to be so God can move in my life. If I continued to think I could do this on my own then where is God being glorified? This World Race is all about God, who He is and the people He loves.

So my life needs to speak to me and to others about how wonderful my God truly is. It’s hard,
this feeling of not having any control over your own life. I’m trying to daily give control over to God and it is a daily thing. Those of you that know me well know that it is hard of me to let go and have other people do things for me. Even simple things like carrying a box for me. I never want people to think I’m week or useless so I put on a tuff face and wave the help away. But that is not a good thing and to be completely honest I want your help I just can’t seem to say those words.

God has been dealing with me about this and I believe that is why I have gotten to the point where I Know that I can not do this in my own strength.
 
“And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.” Philippians 4:19

Update on my friend Lina,

God is a Great God!!!! 
The doctors gave her a 5 day trial of medicine to see if it would help. It did along with all your prayers.

She has opened her eyes and can see but it is still blurry. She can mouth words and they are working on strengthening her vocal cords. She can write down that she wants to say to people.
When worship music is put on she tries to dance. When asked if she could feel God’s presence she responded Yes!!!
Thank you all soooo very much for praying, please keep on praying we want to see her up, singing and dancing again soon.

My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow Me. And I give them eternal life,
and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone snatch them out of My hand.My Father, who has given them to Me, is greater than all; and no one is able to snatch them out of My Father’s hand. I and My Father are one.”John 10:27-30