I've been feeling a bit sluggish lately (like trying to drive up the Camarillo grade in low gear on an empty tank). 

I've decided to try something new for me.

I started to ask myself some questions about this next month: 


What if I stopped asking God for answers to my questions, and just listened for His next word?

What if I stopped seeking favors  and making requests and simply did as He said?

What if instead of retreating to My own head when I needed rest, I retreated to His Word?

What if instead of cursing the sky because of everything and everyone I am missing out on back home, and I gave God glory for hurling me toward something He deems even greater than the blessings He has already given me. 

What if I spent my time praying for others instead of myself?

What if my focus was on loving other people instead seeking love for myself? 

What if I had a eyes and ears to discern the wounds on people's hearts so that I could better point them to Christ? 

What if India was the turning point in my race that brought me into that realization of what true sonship looks like?

What if this April, God took control and I never asked Him to let go? 

What if I stopped everything that was mine, and restarted with everything that was only of Him?

What could He do for others through me? 

What if I hit "reset"  on the way I sought God? 

I wonder what that would look like….

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