Well, its interesting how God moves. Before I began this journey known as the World Race I was pretty sure I knew what God had planned for me. But as always, God knew where He wanted me all along.
Before arriving on this training I was 100% going on the race, nothing was changing my mind. When I arrived at training I was 100% NOT going on the race, nothing was changing my mind. Through some wise counsel here and in Tampa , I stayed to finish out the training to see what God was going to teach me. Well He has been working a lot out in me, its been really great to see my comfort zone stretched and my faith pushed. I’m glad I stayed! A few days ago, He took me to a place to whether I went on the trip or I didn’t I would be OK because I was walking with Him.
Yesterday (Tuesday) they announced the teams and the itinerary. My initial gut reaction was dread. Now, that got me thinking, that’s not a normal reaction in preparation for a trip I’m about to embark on. So I took that as a spirit check from God. I left camp and got alone with Him. I did some journaling, praying, reading, journaling and more praying. It was a good. In that time He revealed to me that even if I didn’t go on the Race, He would still love me. Earlier that day, this wise speaker Jim took some time to pray with me, encourage me, and offer some advice. Without even telling him my doubts, he made it a point to say that the unique ways God wired me doesn’t make me less of a Christian. Just because I don’t enjoy camping doesn’t mean I can’t serve God in missions. That was really awesome that I realized that.
The one thing I’ve been most passionate about here in the development of the media team. We have a talented, solid crew of visionaries and creativity. My role in the media team so far has been that of PR/advertising/design support. As God birthed in me this newfound trust in Him, He also revealed to me that my role in the media team would be best served here, in the United States . AIM (Adventure In Missions) does not have anyone in fulltime marketing or design, and I know my personality and skill set would fit in well here. After meeting with the media team and the directors here, we’ve agreed to go ahead and create a staff position here for me in Gainesville , GA.
The greatest thing is that I finally have peace. An overwhelming stillness in my soul that is God moving in my life. People that I have shared my new vision with have confirmed it as well. The media team is stoked to have me here to the liaison to television stations, newspapers, radio stations and more. Its such an amazing fit!
I don’t have all the details on my job, we’re still working that out. I know I still must raise my support. All staff positions here at AIM are support-raised only. So that’s even more faith required! But I am not doubting God’s hand and provision in this situation. I pray that you would continue to partner with me as this new process is developed. I’m excited and hope you can be excited with me.
