The pain of losing a loved one is always difficult. 
I never
realized how it magnifies when you are miles away from home and the ones that
you love.
After I found out about the loss of my Uncle I decided to
take some time to spend with the Lord while the rest of my team went out to
work. Since I couldn’t wrap my arms around my family, I needed my Heavenly
Father to wrap his arms around me.
 
For as long as I can remember one of the ways I have dealt
with any problem is through music. I often feel closest to God when I am doing
nothing but worshipping Him.
 
So despite what I was feeling in that moment, I went into
our room and began to sing.
 
I knew the enemy wanted to see me angry with God; shouting
frustrations at the heavens.
 
But I wasn’t about to let him win.
 
Instead I began to worship a God who…
            Is
greater than ANY circumstance.
                        Is
the Prince of Peace.
                                    Provides.
                                                Loves
His children.
                                                            Works
all things for the good.
                                                                        COMFORTS.
 
I don’t understand why the Lord allows certain things to
happen, but I don’t have to. Loss is incredibly hard, yet it is in my
brokenness that God reveals his overwhelming love for me.
 
I trust that the God who calms the raging seas loves me more
then I can comprehend. 
It’s a love strong enough to carry me through any storm that comes my way.
 
Praise You in This Storm
Casting Crowns
 
I will praise you in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
 
And every tear I’ve cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will Praise you in this storm