What’s up y’all! God has been doing so much in my life while I have been here! He has been really working on my heart and taking me into a deep season with Him. In one of our sessions, they told us to journal why we decided to stay with the World Race even after they announced they were going to be staying in Ga for the first three months. The original plan was to launch in September and head straight to Costa Rica. It’s actually kind of funny because one of the reasons I chose WR was in the mindset that we launched to the field right away. God clearly had something else in store for me. I came to a quick realization while journaling that if I wasn’t truly striving after God’s heart at home why would I do it across the world. Or even more importantly, would I come back from the race and continue chasing after the Father’s heart. By staying in Georgia, I feel like God is inviting me into a space of going deeper with Him than I have ever been before.
Being here on the Adventures in Missions campus for the past three weeks, I have been poured into by some amazing people who have been teaching me about vulnerability, conviction versus shame, forgiveness, healing/miracles, storytelling, and so much more. I truly believe God has me here to refocus on what’s important. I have been carrying so much baggage for so long that the Lord wants to set me free. So many lies from the enemy I have believed for so long in my day to day life. God’s inviting me into a deeper intimacy here than I have ever experienced. He’s even taking me back to my childhood and healing wounds that I’ve had for so long, buried deep down in my past. The simple truth of God loving me has been distorted in my mind for too long. I have been living in a concept of attention equals love. This has even affected the way I see and love others. God is tearing this lie down while I’m here showing me what true love from the Father looks like. Before I can travel the world and share the love of Jesus with people, I need to learn how to be loved. He has made this so clear to me.
Thank you to all my supporters who have poured into me financially and spiritually. God’s igniting a flame of passion to see the lost come to the same realization of what love really looks like. The passion against the enemy distorting what true love from the Father looks like gets me fired up. The enemy isn’t ready for what God is going to do through me! God is going to do some miraculous things through our team here, and He is already moving in this sacred place.
