So last week i spoke at my moms church about the trip i am going on next year. And while i dont usually like to speak in front of people i was confident about what i needed to say. I spoke about one of the things i struggle with the most, being in control. Ive always felt the need to be in control in all aspects of my life, and when i started praying and writing what i was going to say i realized that the best moments in my life have directly followed me losing control, or my grip on things. God always showed up when i let go. I have recently decided to let go of the reins in my life and decide to follow God on this 11 month journey and he has blessed me more than i could have ever imagined and i havent even left yet. i am currently almost 60% funded for my trip, which is crazy awesome. So to all who have already givin to support me and also to those who are continuing to pray for me i say a big thank you. you have been a huge blessing with your abuntant giving and i pray Gods blessings in your life as well.
thanks for reading my first blog ever.
