Well, tonight was an awesome night of worship with the contact that we have met here in Cambodia. The contact is called New Life Fellowship and they have church services on Wednesday nights where the service and worship is translated into English, which is AWESOME.  It has been the first time in four months that I have attended a church service where I understood what the pastor was saying.  Also most of the worship songs are songs that we sing in the U.S..  For example, Amazing Grace (My Chains are Gone) by Chris Tomlin, and Inside Out by Hillsong… just to name a couple.  
Over these last couple of days I have been processing through quite a few things and asking God for freedom in several areas of my life.  This blog is a journal entry / the different revelations that I recieved during tonight’s awesome worship time! 
 
How could I want any other what I have you?
How could I need any other when I have you? 
How can I be free when I have placed You in the box of my own thinking and understanding, and then ask you only to move within its perameters. 
Foolish me… Foolish Pride! 
Demanding and seeking approval from everyone else, when I already had it from the only opinion that turly matters. 
Heart listen!  Ears hear! and condemning spirit be silent!!!!
To walk as you would walk Lord is all that I seek, all that I desire
 
I keep asking to be set free, yet the only thing that keeps me in these chains are the illusions that the chains are still there.  
For she who asks anything in the name of Jesus and in His will, it shall be given to her. 
What father when hIs daughter asks for bread will give her a stone.  
How much more have you given me!!!!! 
 
Amazing Grace, truly how sweet
That breaks the chains with its very heartbeat. 
 Never to be held again, for who can be held by broekn chains
Breathe deep, Live tall, Smile Big… FREEDOM
 
Freedom is reality – Captivity the illusion, the lie!
For whom the King of kings, Lord of lords, MY DADDY, has set free, most certainly IS free indeed
For what can stand in HIs presence, and He stands in ME!!! 
 
Therefore Everything else must bow, and confess that HE IS LORD!!!!!
 
AMEN