So, Training Camp. How can I put into words the experiences I had emotionally, spiritually and physically? It’s impossible but I will do my best.
I recently just got back from Training Camp for the World Race. It lasted ten days but those ten days seemed like months, in a good way. I had some intense times with God and became vulnerable with others around me. My squad and I opened up to one another and we got close real quick. I love every single person on my squad. Each of you have a place in my heart and I would give my life for you.
I have made relationships that are for a lifetime. I have made connections that will not be undone because I am a part of a Kingdom Connection with brothers and sisters in Christ. There are so many words that come to my mind but there is one in particular that shouts loud and clear and that’s family. K-Squad has become a family to me and I can’t wait to see what God does through us and in us. That is only a little bit of what training camp did for me.
Training Camp for me was a mirror. There were things that God showed me that I didn’t realize I had been dealing with. God showed me a false identity that I had been living. I had been living for approval instead of accepting the approval from the Father as a child of God. God wrecked my life and He can wreck yours if you allow Him into your life to show you what needs to be seen.
God also showed me who He says I am and how much He loves me despite my past. He showed me how to forgive myself for the things in my past I had a hard time forgiving myself for. It was easy for me to forgive others but not myself. This is not an issue anymore. I felt the true love of God from Him and from others. I could actually be myself without trying to prove anything and I’m so thankful.
There’s a lot more I could say but I won’t spoil it all. I will leave you with five guiding points for Training Camp and for life in general. God has great plans for you so don’t give up on life. Instead:
Be open to God and allow Him to mold you.
Be vulnerable with others.
Don’t be afraid to give feedback.
Love others with everything inside of you.
Get ready for the journey of a lifetime.
When you submit to God, everything changes. Shame, fear, guilt, they all go away. Embrace the Father as He embraces you.
So even if this didn’t flow and didn’t make sense, I want you to know that Training Camp changed my life in more ways than one. If you’re going on the World Race and you’re reading this, I’m so excited for you. Brace yourself for a life-altering experience.
I can’t end this blog without sharing about my teammates. Shout out to Madi Copeland, Amy Baltensperger, Stephanie Prinz, Kelli Reder, and Pat Jarrat. I’m so thankful for these wonderful, beautiful souls. We are team Nos Amis. Which means Our Friends in French. I’m so blessed to be a part of a wonderful squad and even more blessed to be a part of a wonderful team. I love you all!
Thank you to all of my supporters and those reading this. I am also starting a vlog on YouTube where you will be able to go on this journey with me virtually! I love you all and I am praying for each of you! Be Blessed!
