Wrecked for the unordinary

As you go on with day to day task and live in the small existence we call life.
We start to notice things, sad and unthinkable thing. We look away and keep going on with our life.

But that image stays in our minds, and slowly starts to make us think.

Then we try to turn off that thought and erase that image because we are told it is normal.

 

We keep living the same way, going about our own way thinking only of our own needs.

Then we see it again, injustice and suffering. We watch for a few seconds then move on.

The thought of injustice makes you feel a little sick, but you tell yourself it is normal.

Then we try to think of the good things and justify why it was happening.

 

Then one day you are going about your day, just your normal day of life.

Then you see it all again, but this time it has a breaking affect on you.

You start to cry and ask yourself why this happens.

You question everything you have been told and fall into a deep dark place.

 

You start to lose focus on day to day task.

You begin to think more about everything than yourself.

Your emotions are in breakdown, and you can’t stop crying.

All you can see when you close your eye’s is the injustice and pain in the world.

 

This is a deciding point in your life.

Do you just build up a defense against it and keep living your mundane life?

Or do you decide it is time for it to stop?

As you sit in your dark hole of morning and fear.

 

You see a light, small but bright.

As you reach out your hand you hear a soft voice.

Then a hand comes and pulls you out and into the light again.

You look around and see nothing but beauty.

 

The light is so powerful it almost blinds you.

The voice you hear is so peaceful.

You realize that what you have seen is not normal, that you are supposed to do something about it.

You realize that there is more to what you have been seeing.

 

Your eyes have been opened to truth.

You have been set free.

God reached into the darkness to pull you out.

As you start to think “How can I change this?” “How can I make a difference?”

 

You start to try; you go out and talk to people.

You spend hours working as hard as you can to try and change the world.

You spend so much time with no change, you start to lose hope.

You find yourself a mess, on your knees in the middle of nowhere balling your eyes out.

 

All the pain and suffering the injustice and persecution.

The desire to make the earth look just like heaven.

You try to do all you can but you get nowhere.

In your brokenness you realize that you cannot do it on your own.

 

You need to get over who you where and step into the you God created.

You stand up with your hands raised high, and your eyes on Him.

You begin to sing, you sing a song of joy and brokenness.

 

You are Wrecked For The Ordinary.