Ok, I think it is about time for me to post a
blog.
I want to be honest, last month was pretty
rough, but this week at the awakening basically woke me up.
Wait scratch that, my past few years have been
rough. Not knowing who I was or what to do with my life. Things I
have said words that cut through to the heart and wounded many.
The person I was, was not who God made me to
be.
I wish I could explain how broken I felt, how
it felt to know I was living a lie.
I was still spiraling farther and farther from
truth.
So I want to take this moment to apologize for
everything, every word and action that I took that hurt someone,
every time I lusted after someone or something. If I did something
that hurt you I want you to know that I am sorry for everything. The
thought of knowing that I hurt people kills me.
I am tired of being selfish and always wanting
what I want.
I do not want to be that person anymore, I want
to step into the life God has for me.
I am tired of living a lie and I am stepping
into the life of son ship.
A life as a spirit filled warrior of God, that
will not rest until the earth looks just like heaven.
I am battle ready in the whole armor of God,
who can stand against me?
I am a son; my words have power and authority.
I could kill you or bring you to life.
I am a leader; I can lead you to life
abundantly or to a life of ruin.
So what I am saying is. I am born again. This
is what it means to be born again.
To completely turn from what I was and run full
speed into the abundant life God is giving.
This is no adoption, this is rebirth. No longer
am I a son of man, I am a son of God!!
I am a living breathing manifestation of the
glory of God brought out of the darkness and into the light.
I speak and the love of God pours from my lips,
His grace is overflowing in me.
The waters of life that flow through me affect
everything around me.
Hell trembles when I let out my battle cry! All
the angles rejoice when I rise up for war!
What can stand against me? What can defeat me?
For God is my Father and He is with me.
He has armed me with knowledge and strength to
combat the enemy so I can send them straight back to hell!!
Now hold on just a second, this is not just me.
I want you to speak all of this over yourself to.
This is truth, this is power. Now stand up,
pick up your sword and follow me!!
Forget my past and see my future, because I
will do the same for you.
Put on the armor of God and step into the
ranks, join the family.
Now look! There is Jesus! He is waiting for us!
Are we just going to stand around and wait for
God to rise us up?
HELL NO!! He has already raised us up! Jesus
came to raise us from the dead!
He spoke life into our dead bodies that where
mindlessly wandering the earth!!
He was beaten, mocked, and killed so that you
might have life.
So please, get off your ass and experience the
life God has for you.
Get out of your church! That is a place for the
sick, you are not sick!!
The world needs YOU! Men!! Stop sitting there
waiting for someone to stand up!
You are men of God! Stand up and tell the world
who you are, and who your father is!!
Stop wondering when someone is going to do
something about all the crap in the world, when you are the one that
is supposed to do something!
Stand up in front of your women and be that
protector.
When something comes to bring them down or drag
them away you stand there!
Look it in the eye and say “You have to come
through me!!” Show no fear!!
Then send it back to the dark hole it crawled
out of!!
Show your authority, and show your power!!
But most of all show your love. Don’t be
afraid to cry, or be emotional.
Even Jesus cried.
Women of God! Stand up! Challenge your men!!
Push them, love them, and lift them up!
Stand behind him and with your amazing love for
God push him until he starts yell louder to God or until he breaks
down. We need you to push us, because if you don’t we will just be
left behind.
But I want to say one thing, love God more than
men! Therefore by loving God more you will naturally push us men
because you will want us to look like our father!
Never forget that you to are warriors!! Let
your battle cry ring out across the nations!!
Let no one tell you are lesser than them!! You
are a daughter of God!!
Now let all of this sink in. Let it sit on your
mind and heart and seek the truth in the words.
Open your eyes and see the beauty of life, open
your mouth and let Gods love come out.
