These past few weeks have certainly been tough. I have sent out fundraising letters, and met with people about supporting me, yet I’ve seen almost no money coming in. I am constantly assaulted by the fear of not being able to raise the money. I feel anxious about being able raise all the money for the trip, being able to buy all the gear I need, and having enough money to take with me on the World Race. I feel the enemy telling that I can’t do it, there’s not enough time, and that I’m not even supposed to be going on this trip.
Yet, at the same time I feel God telling me to trust His plan and provision. This really is a rough season, but in it God is teaching me to trust Him and to look to Him to be my peace. It seems like every day I am tempted to doubt, yet every day God gives me a reason not to. Almost every time I’ve opened the Bible it seems there’s been a verse talking about trusting God, or not worrying about tomorrow. So I will continue to trust God and do my best to live for today.
