Way more mellow today. Felt like I could see myself in 3rd person in some moments. Had a chat with Esther, and talked with Becca some too, but for the most part just hung out with myself and did some Bible study or prayed to God. I think I needed this time to just chill out. Didn’t really see it before, but I was pretty stressed out. Not going to take any more of the meds even though I’m supposed to for 20 days. They’re pretty tough on my body and making me so slow in thinking.
