Am I ready for change? Am I ready to face the reality that I am not truly pushing myself to grow further in my walk with Christ? It’s evident that change is a common occurrence. Change is quite frequent in a racers life, every month we have a new contact, ministry, and living conditions.
At this point I’m in month three and I’m not sure if I’m willing to change. Bad habits form relatively easily, however good habits are hard to create. I’m not saying that I’m not trying, but the whole process of creating a new healthy habit seems rather daunting. To make a permanent change requires a lot of time, patience, and persistence.
At the end of the day I seem to struggle with reading the word on the daily. It’s a constant battle of whether I just want to remain in this “void” of empty thoughts, or to truly push into the word. Now the choice seems easy right? Well it is, the word by far trumps any idle thoughts, the word is life, it’s knowledge, and it’s a relationship. It’s a relationship I’m working on building, it’s a relationship I want to pursue. Sure it may not happen overnight but I will persevere and continue pressing into it until it’s a reality.
