So over the past couple months I have been saving my own money and brainstorming for fundraising ideas, but I don't have much to show for it. Now I have 4 months until training camp and 6 months until I leave for my trip and I am freaking out! I'm worried I won't be able to raise the money to go. If I do I'm worried I won't raise the money to stay on the trip, and I don't want to be sent home. I know I'm supposed to trust God that he will provide, but I'm struggling with that. Not that I'm doubting God's power as a provider, its just that I feel like I procrastinated too long. I didn't get everything taken care of early enough and now I'm worried that its going to come back and bite me in the butt. I don't wanna miss out on this amazing opportunity because I was too much of a procrastinator. I realize that this isn't the most uplifting blog, but I wanted to be honest about my thoughts and feelings during this whole journey. Anyways, that is what I am currently dealing with. I'm praying for piece of mind and a clear idea on fundraising, but I could really use your prayers as well. Please partner with me in this incredible journey!!
