Have you ever had the realization that the way you’ve lived
your life is not the way God intended you to live your life? I feel like my
whole life has been controlled by fear. Fear of the unknown, fear of things I
couldn’t control, fear of plans changing, fear of fear, etc … I don’t think I
ever really realized that living with this spirit of fear is sin. Fear is not
of God and fear is a reflection of distrust for the plans that God has for our
lives.
I am on The World Race because God planned for me to be
here, I am walking in faith that God has a plan for the rest of my time here,
and I believe that I am not being called to leave this trip before the end of
eleven months, which means that in this moment I will choose to walk in the
knowledge that I am going to be fully funded. I trust the Lord too much to keep
doubting His perfect plan for my life.
I am choosing in this moment to not waste another moment out
of fear.
I am choosing in this moment to trust the Lord in a way that
I have never been able to trust Him before.
I am choosing in this moment to live life and to live life
abundantly.
I am choosing in this moment to become the woman God has
called me to be.
I am choosing in this moment to love those whom I don’t want
to love.
I am choosing in this moment to trust those who I don’t feel
like I can trust.
I am choosing in this moment to not play the victim from
things in my past.
I am choosing in this moment to truly experience God.
I am choosing in this moment to say “Lord, here I am, you’ve
broken me, now use me.”
I am choosing in this moment to be open when all I want to
do is shut down.
I am choosing in this moment to praise the Lord in the good
times and the bad times.
I am choosing in this moment to walk through my problems and
not keep running from them.
I am choosing in this moment to forgive others and to
forgive myself.
I am choosing in this moment to believe that I am worthy of
being loved.
I am choosing in this moment to believe that what I ask for
in Jesus’ name will be answered in His way in His timing for His glory.
I am choosing in this moment to believe that the Lord hears
me when I cry, when I sigh, when I laugh, and when I speak to Him.
I am choosing in this moment to live like the Daughter of a
Living God, a daughter who is pure and righteous, a daughter who is the
bridegroom of Christ, and a daughter who is precious and loved.