Tonight I’m new… completely new. Undignified for Christ, I can dance without chains holding me back, I can sing even if it’s off key, I can even fall out in the spirit… WHICH happened tonight!! I’m not exactly sure of everyone’s view on this topic but I wanna share part of my experience with you anyway.
I was always the girl who felt the Holy Spirit moving inside of me but resisted him in my life, I knew my heart wanted more of him, but I never really knew how to find him or how exactly to receive him, and to be completely honest with you I was scared to death of what could happen if I truly let the Holy Spirit take over.
Well tonight it happened… the whole N-squad was receiving prayer for more of the Spirit, when I closed my eyes to pray and lifted my hands up in worship, I could already feel the Holy Spirit moving in me, making me feel light and at peace. Then someone came up to me and put their hands near my head… and I guess from friends telling me I started to shake violently and fell to the ground. I actually don’t really remember shaking but I still think it’s crazy!! God’s so cool!!! So anyway, while I was on the ground I was thinking OMYGOODNESS I can’t believe I’m on the ground right now, I never thought I‘d be one of these people… and for the first few minutes I would try to get up and move but the Spirit was so heavy on me I couldn’t move!! Then I began to feel like my whole body was twitching and tingling, and a girl on the squad began praying for me and I could feel the Holy Spirit coming off of her, and I began to hysterically laugh, uncontrollably laugh!!! I felt chains being broken, joy being restored, and God telling me that he had his angels singing over me, and that he was going to bring lots of my joy back.
I honestly feel like a new creation… I feel like God’s started something completely new in my walk with him. I’m just so in awe of who He is. He’s so beautiful, so big, so mighty!! And I’m so in LOVE with Him!!!
So I have no idea where you are in your walk with Christ but I just encourage you to be bold and let the Holy Spirit take over!!!! Trust me, it’s the best thing I’ve ever done!!
