I have worked at the same preschool for the last two years and yesterday was my last day. Up until then I have been pretty numb to everything as far as leaving goes. I haven’t really cried or showed much emotion at all. I am like that though. I really don’t like crying in front of people and if I can help it I try not to cry at all. Well, on Thursday on my way to work I just began to ask the Lord to break my heart. And just to let me be open. Let me see the kids through His eyes and for Him to love them through me. Ask and you shall receive right? The answer is yes. I cried from the time I went to work on Friday until I went home. Then I got home and talked about my day and cried some more. I don’t think I realized just how hard it was going to be to say good bye to all of my kids. They have become such a huge part of my life and it was really hard to let go. I love them like they are my own. I have been so incredibly blessed by that place. From my amazing boss, my co-workers, the parents and especially the kids. They will always hold a special place in my heart and I thank the Lord for placing me there and allowing me to serve Him there.
