The last couple days I’ve had several major disappointments. I spent most of Sunday and Monday in tears as I watched the support I was counting on and hoping for disappear. Some of the People I most love and respect let me down. I’ve heard more discouragement in the voices of some of my friends and family than words of support and hope. This has been so hard especially when I’m only two weeks from leaving. It only takes a few negative set-backs to start feeling like the whole world is against you. I was driving yesterday evening with tears streaming down my face. Half the sky was dark and grey the other half bright and shiny. I was searching the sky for a precious rainbow from GOD. I saw nothing. Doubt was setting in hard. I was thinking … “ I’m crazy …maybe I wasn’t meant to go on this mission.” I was feeling so defeated and I said out loud …“God if there was ever a time I really needed that rainbow its now” and THERE IT WAS … Crying harder now for the right reasons I jumped out of the car, in the rain, and took a picture . THANK YOU GOD!!!! I LOVE YOU AND WE ARE GOING!!!!
