Abba has been teaching me a lot about TRUST recently. 
Mostly, He has been showing me how quick I am to not trust in Him. 

My mind tells me that I can, but I find myself doubting even the most basic truths in my heart. 

[I know that He will provide for me.] 
[I know that He will guide me.] 
[I know that He will always be with me.] 

And yet, I want to do it on my own. 
I guess when I applied to the World Race that this process would be easier. 
[I thought wrong.] 

But it’s hard. 
Surrendering my life and completely trusting in Him that He WILL give every penny that I need is HARD

But after reading one of my best friends blogs, I realized something. 

We are called to be His children. 
Sons and Daughters who are completely in love with their dad.

Children who are too busy hanging out with their daddy that they don't have time to doubt. 
They run to him, knowing that he will wrap them up in his strong arms and carry them. 

Children are not concerned with the problems of this world. 
Instead, they

laugh
giggle 
dance 
and sing 

[in His light.] 

My daddy is strong. 
He is good. 
He is capable
He is all powerful
He is all loving
He is my rock
My strength
My fortress
The love of my life. 
[My king.]

And no matter how much the world tells me to doubt, 
I will remember 
just how much [he loves us.]